i feel like i've been living my life in fast foward mode the past few months...
it just dawned on me that its march...2009. i'm graduating from law school this year. barack hussein obama is the president of the united states. the stock market is in the crapper. there are no jobs... or at least it feels like there are no jobs. i'm on spring break next week. i have no finals this semester. i have a paper i should have finished earlier today, but i'm only half way through. i have a funny bump on my hand. i think i'm allergic to my new eye cream. day light savings is coming this weekend and we all 'lose' an hour. i have my mpre's this saturday. i have a friend who's been unable to pass the bar the past three times he's taken it... and i'm afraid i'm going to be in the same boat as he's in. i don't know what i want in life even though i feel like i'm halfway through my life already. my best friend is celebrating her 14th anniversary with her boyfriend this weekend. my other best friend (is there such a thing as two best friends? isn't best... by definition... really just one... eh, whatever) lives in chicago. i was supposed to visit her during my spring break, but i wont be. i wanted to have kids someday but i think my eggs are getting old. i wish i knew where i was going to be come this august.
yet, every day just goes by... perpetual spin of going to work, going to class, coming home, looking at the numerous post-it notes on my computer monitor because i've become dependent on these little pink and yellow notes.
its hard for me to remember things these days.
i want to remember and live by what i think is important. i struggle with values that i used to so passionately hold on to, which have, over the years, been slipping away.
i had a occurring nightmare about me walking home and coming across people chasing me with the intent to kidnap me... and these people... were carni-folk... like carnival peeps... lolz.
I just blogged about my scariest nightmare to enter The Uninvited Scariest Nightmare Contest for 1,000 credits. You can earn free credits too! Brought to you by The Uninvited - In Theaters January 30th.
